The Break Down Continues

So things seem to be getting worse and spinning out of control.  I've reached out to family and friends and they all care, but I'm not sure I do.  It just takes so much effort.  All I want to do is sleep.  Maybe tomorrow will be a better day.  I'm sorry I don't have any thing humorous for you today, but life just hurts right now.   I hope you all find strength somewhere, it's a rare thing for me right now.